Sunday, February 7, 2010

It's been awhile....

I hope everyone is doing well these days. Seems like forever since I posted something. Life has been how should I say it "tough" the last week or so. Just a lot of things going on, personally as well as just life in general.

When people said marriage does change everything. I never really truly believed it. DH and I have been together it will be 7 years this July. I thought what seriously could really change?

Well marriage does change not everything but does change your relationship and maybe the expectations of each other. That is were communication comes in, and is KEY.

So needless to say, and I think you know were I'm going things haven't been good lately with DH and I.

Good news, is that it has been getting better. And we are definitely going in the right direction. But I hate when we fight. And to feel like a failure as a wife....is the worst feeling in the world. To see that in his face, just is heartbreaking.

So right now I am focusing on my marriage and being a wife. I also had a major breakdown the other night about "life".

What is every one's true purpose? , what is my purpose in life? What do I want to accomplish while being on this earth?

Just take a moment and think about those questions...... sorry if I'm rambling.

This post is a little deep.....and different then my fashion posts. I hope I didn't scare anyone away!!!!!

1 comment:

Erika said...

I'm so sorry things haven't been going well, hun! :( Those days/weeks are never good. And, I definitely hear ya about having the thoughts about 'life', and all that. You're not alone!

I'm so glad to hear that things are looking up, though. You deserve it!! :) <3 you!